TGIF

Well.... don't really care that it's friday.... it's really just any other day for me. I just needed a title. he.he! Anyway.... do you ever have those days where you wish you were one of those spoiled-ass trust fund babies? Well, that's the day I'm having today. I wish.... I wish.... I wish...... I f*cking WISH I had the money to do what I wanted, when I wanted. But I'm NOT a trust-fund baby so therefore I cannot do any of those things. Although, I think that actually struggling and working for things that you want and need give it all the more pleasure and satisfaction in the end. So..... I'm not complaining. Recently though, not having a job and school not having started yet is really making me one of THEEE laziest persons I know! I'm gonna be COMPLETELY HONEST here.... so beware of the horror. Here's how my day goes: Wake up at approximately 12:30pm EVERYDAY (unless I have something to do), go to the bathroom, take a tinkle, brush my teeth, wash my face, go back to my room (I'm usually home alone because everyone else has a damn job), turn the television on, open up my laptop, open up google chrome........... then just sit there and ponder..... usually about what I should write a post about, or I'll just open up a fav blog and just browse. Then I'll either write a post or not... all while watching TV, I'll shower and then when my mom gets home around 4:30/5pm I'll go into the living room and sit with her and watch MORE tv. From then on i'll just be sitting there with her... during which my brother will come home, Danny will come home, I'll probably blog (like I am now), we'll eat dinner.... blah blah blah. Around 10pm my mom goes to sleep and then around 11/12-ish I'll go back into my room and most likely blog some more (I do most of my blogging at night or in the wee hours of the morning, if you haven't noticed), Danny and I will either watch a movie or TV until about 3am and that's when I'll go to sleep.... until the next day when the horrific cycle starts all over again. Pathetic huh? This is a usual day, but don't think I'm a total loser and NEVER EVER leave the house, there are days when I get up and go where ever I need to go that day. But honestly most days are like this. What I need to be doing though is, painting, drawing some new designs for my screen-printing, fixing my resume and applying for FREAKIN jobs. BUT I haven't been doing those things and I'm quite disappointed in myself. I feel like I have no encouragement, no...... motivation. I don't know WTF is up with me. I've become.... A DOWNER. But the thing is that I don't feel down... I just know I'm being lazy.... I wish I could kick myself in the ass. Well this Monday I'm gonna see if tash is free and hopefully we'll go and hand in applications (if she hasn't already). Which means that I have some homework to do this weekend....fixing my resume. It' not much to fix anyway... just gotta add in Anthropologie.... And I'll also try my luck on Craigslist. Anywho, I'll keep you posted on my pathetic life.

 xoxo